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Commenting here will no longer work the friending magic ;)

Right now I friend according to a very elaborate and mysterious pattern. It involves mostly determining whether we've ever exchanged at least two sentences.

If I post a fic under f-lock, it means it's a w.i.p that I'm not ready to share publicly or update regularly. I might even never finish it and I don't want to get anyone's hopes up. If I friend you to read it, feedback would be nice. But when the fic is ready, it'll be made public and if you expect reading pleasure, finished product is what you want.

I'm not good at this "friends-cut" business, but I cut out people I don't communicate with anymore and people who trigger my hopeless OCD. Nothing personal, just keeping my head in order.

Thanks for your understanding.

My graphics are on penicillin_tart

products of

The exam season that apparently just started, as usual, proves to be productive to everything except studying. I made some kitty-food money, baked scones (and, Sake, this time they're perfect! I think the last time I forgot to fondle the butter, very important step.) and am kind-of probably getting back into digi painting. Which is admirable, because my tablet is incompatible with my system and so the tablet has all of two pressure levels: on and off. Which puts the painting comfort somewhere between scrawling with a nail on a bathroom wall and color-filling table cells in an excel spreadsheet. So, my doodles!



and a portrait-doodle!Collapse )
Genre: AU, non-h/c
Warnings: nothing more hardcore than canon, angst, Justin/OMC, Brian/OMC;
Rating: NC-17
Word count: this chapter: 5300
Beta: moonbrightnites. I will never pay my debt to this angel from heaven, for lightfast edits at almost no-time notice, honest advice and stopping me from going overboard with angst (really, guys, this could be much worse). You are my hero! ;_;

This is for you, sakesushimaki. Back when I first started this fic, it was supposed to be as different from what it turned out to be as humanly possible. Also, I mostly didn't believe I'd break my curse of never finishing a WiP. But here it is. And it's for you and I hope you like it, because I literally need you to enable accept me the way I am even when I don't reply to your emails because I supposedly am busy with writing you a seventh WiP fic. <3 forever!



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Stars Made of Paper interlude

Stars Made Of Paper
beta: moonbrightnites
For sakesushimaki <3

Here it is, guys! I mean, here it comes! The first tiny part of the ending. The rest in an hour or two. Don't hate! :P

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Stars Made of Paper (6/7)

Stars Made of Paper
Genre: AU, non-h/c
Warnings: nothing more hardcore than canon, angst, Justin/OMC, UST (seriously);
Rating: PG-13R-ish, I don't know anymore!
Word count: this part: 4700
Beta: moonbrightnites who is an angel of the Lord and a saint and a superhero. All remaining mistakes are mine.
A/N: This fic is for Sakesushimaki <3 Also, feel free to PM me concrit, point out typos, mistakes et all.

Last chapter tomorrow and I'm anxious already!



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Stars Made of Paper (5/7) part 2 of 2

Stars Made of Paper
Genre: AU, non-h/c
Warnings: nothing more hardcore than canon, angst, Justin/OMC, Brian/backroom of Babylon;
Rating: you're going to hate me for this, but: NC-17. You will, I know you will!
Word count: this part: 4700
Beta: moonbrightnites who is an angel of the Lord and a saint and a superhero. All mistakes are mine.
A/N: This fic is for Sakesushimaki <3 Also, feel free to PM me concrit, point out typos, mistakes et all.


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Stars Made of Paper (5/7) part 1 of 2

Hi! Yes, I'm late, but if you know me at all, you're already aware that this is my defining characteristic. This chapter will be split into two parts, because LJ is not cool enough to contain my 7k words in one post. Here it goes!


Stars Made of Paper
Genre: AU, non-h/c
Warnings: nothing more hardcore than canon, angst, Justin/OMC
Rating: hate to say it, but PG-13 for miles and miles, though Brian is a potty mouth!
Word count: this part: 2700
Beta: moonbrightnites who is an angel of the Lord and a saint and a superhero; all mistakes are mine.
A/N: This fic is for Sakesushimaki <3


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Dear Sakesushimaki

I had a day to get over my feelings of inadequacy compared to a (week of) life-supply of cake. So on this momentuous day I'd like to congratulate you on having been born, wish you to accomplish at least 30 things on you bucketlist, to always get stuff on to-do lists done and to get lots of free things and awesome things, even awesome things that aren't things.

You are my sunshine in the dark hours and I love you and let me commemorate another three years of our commitment by reminding you that three years ago I gave you the same thing. Yes, I think it is reasonable to expect the last part in another three years, but I hope you'll enjoy this fleeting beauty anyway.


First part and full credit here


Down The Rabbit Wormhole - part 2/3
a slightly cracky qaf ficlet

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P.S. I am gonna give you the other thing too, I just need some more time! xoxo; hope you're well,,

Stars Made of Paper (4/7)

Genre: AU, non-h/c
Warnings: nothing more hardcore than canon, angst, Justin/OMC
Rating: hate to say it, but PG-13 for miles and miles, though Brian is a potty mouth!
Word count: this chapter: 4000
Beta: moonbrightnites; all mistakes are mine.
A/N: This fic is for Sakesushimaki <3 Sorry for the delay, hope this chapter doesn't add insult to injury :P


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Stars Made of Paper (3/7)

Genre: AU, non-h/c
Warnings: nothing more hardcore than canon, angst, Justin/OMC
Rating: hate to say it, but PG-13 for miles and miles
Word count: this chapter: 5000
Beta: moonbrightnites
A/N: This fic is for Sakesushimaki <3

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